Let's whack whack whack for the win!

2009-01-07T19:35:00.003+08:00

It's been quite long since the last blog post.

From this post onwards, this blog will be a reflection blog, for the entirety of this year. Maybe I'll look back and ask, wow, what have I learnt? What have I achieved in RJC this year?

Today I went to a REACH appreciation lunch. The people there were awesome, really. They were pretty much all pioneers in their own ways, and they are all very, very strong people.

There was one guy, Mr. Om nath Pamday, who's just freaking amazing. He's this 40+ years old guy, who suffered a stroke and was paralyzed for a damn long time. It was during this period that he was fired from being a teacher (he was a english, chem, physics teacher at an internationala school). Instead of being depressed and everything, like most people will (ok this sounds super cliched, but really, imagine yourself paralyzed for damn long,... what would you feel? Not optimistic for one), he seriously reflected on his life, and then decided what to do next, all the while running the risk of becoming brain-dead. His stroke caused his left brain to go ggxx. Another stroke on the left side would leave his right brain dead as well.

Yet regardless of this..., man, he's contributin' so much man, to blogs, to whatever... Much more than people like you and me do. And his attitude owns everyone... he's so freaking humble and never wanna be in the spotlight, yet having that quiet confidence. Sia la bing bong, you don't meet so many people like that.

And Wilson, this ecosingapore guy that Samlim and Yitao knows. Haha... he's also pretty cool... sounds damn passionate about what he does, not afraid to think radical and imba. Like Vivian balak said, in our country, gotta do the 3 Is... Involve, and 2 more. I'll check them up haha.

And I SAW MS. CHIA YUEH CHIN HAHAHA. OUR SEC 2 LIT TEACHER OMG. Nice one. She now teaching in VJ lol even if that school cannot compare to RJ. pwnt. And really... at this kind of event... you always see the same ppl. Saw that hwachie guy also. The look quite bookish one. His mouth always open, with big front teeth and specs.

Nice one.

'Turf.

2008-11-09T12:34:00.001+08:00

In light of all the recent FAKE PENG stuff. (i.e. those posting on blogs with screwed up stuff calling themselves Peng)

IT IS NOT ME.

Okiez.

Yo yo yo

2008-09-21T16:37:00.002+08:00

Yo yo I am back. I am big. Iambic pentameter!

Waturf ok that's damn lame. HAHA one day from promos I'm here blogging good luck to me, tomorrow is GP. Ok seeing that GP I got a bloody E for CTs, this one must do well ok, cannot really anyhow whack the thing again. Else... haha DIE.

Ok... seeing that like almost everyone is much more stressed that I am, cos you guys got physics and chem and math and bio and whatelse to worry about, GOOD LUCK HEY because I think everyone's gonna need it.

And I'm taking the rest ok just coming back to take only, not much difference, still got to mug. Just did the math paper on saturday... siao got freaking 60%, die... well, one week without math will do that to you bleagh.

Still got a few more days to go... before I fly for vietnam and you guys finish PROMOS. WAH TURF CANNOT WAIT FOR IT TO END, THEN CAN JUST FLOP ON THE BED AND READ POR... read books. Then go out and play basketball tennis whatever crap and own slau again haha YEAH. Wah cannot wait for it to end seriously, life sucks during this time.

Then... come ON SEASA SHOW YOUR POTENTIAL YOU CAN DO IT PENG. I KNOW YOU FREAKING CAN YEAH WATURF.

Aiya, what the hell la, I think I've really been damn selfish for a while, really only concerned about myself, haven't been aware or anything of stuff happening around me, siao, freak la damn screwed up. I promise I'll do better after this period ok... cos it's damn freaking stressed out for me also, and... what the hell la, you get what I mean, screw it who's this "you".

Just gotta keep on going man. Keep keep keep on going.

HAHA YES I'VE GROWN UP!! Suddenly thought of that, dunno why.

And now for a picture!

Choices

2008-08-12T20:46:00.002+08:00

With life comes pleasure.

Pleasure from slacking, pleasure from achieving something.

Choose one.

You have to Dare to Make a Choice. And follow through.

Have you made yours? At the time of this post, I have made mine.

And now all I've got to do is to follow through. Aim, and follow through.

Sounds like shooting. :)

Foam

2008-07-28T21:43:00.002+08:00

Haha now is the time to foam and die.

PW, Council, Work, fux, gonna die!

Haha, aiya one thing at a time. Just finished PW shit, now starting a bit on econs prep. Tomorrow lecture test sia. Lucky before today got keep study one. =P

Lol good luck! zz. Sleeping soon.

Damn it

2008-07-20T18:29:00.002+08:00

Damn pissed off.

I also dunno why damn pissed off, suddenly today woke up see so much shit to do just got damn pissed off.

Finished 1 econs essay, 1 gp essay, chem, shit la and so much other stuff to do. Wah lao really can die alr, how to continue school like that? Tomorrow is school you know! What the hell la... where did all that determination go?

Had college day yesterday,... seeing all those people up there, and comparing them to myself, its quite a big difference, but not that big that its not reachable. You just need to constantly find determination and inspiration to continue what the hell shit that you're doing. It's damn bloody irritating and sian all the shit, but then, no choice, must do, because you've gotta be the fucking best you can be. Why?

Because I want to lol. Shooting has always been challenging yourself, kinda got used to it alr just need to whack all the way. It's not hard la, I think.

So now... back to studying. It sucks like no mother shit, but I've got to do it man... because its a challenge. And a challenge is always damn mother fun.

YEAH LADIES AND GENTLEMEN.

A CHALLENGE.

Whoa

2008-07-16T21:54:00.002+08:00

10 things to do:

1) Work harder. It's not easy, it's not a smooth journey, but I try, try, try, and I hope I can do it.

2) Live every moment as the way it is. No past or future - the present is the present. kope as much fun and joy and laughter from every moment as you can... because, as cliched as it is... each moment does pass fleetingly.

3) LIFE ROCKS YAYYY

4) Try my luck at doing something I'm not particularly fond of doing... ehm... aiya dno la... I think I'll wait till next year. ><

5) Start training my basics alr!

6) omg need to hardcore my Chem O... now there's so much I dno sia.

7) Council Council all the wayy.

8) Eh I cannot think of anything else to do... but I guess its pretty work related.

9) Strike up the courage to do something! But is it the right time to do it? ><

10) cannot think of anything else so I'll go back to PW.

BUSINESS PLAN IS COMING OUT. COME ON WEIJIAN AJAY WE CAN FREAKING DO THIS. AND MAKE IT HAPPEN YO.

P

2008-07-10T19:10:00.003+08:00

For every goal, there is bound to be obstacles skittered along the way. That you might just trip and fall over one of them. Sometimes the injury is small - You get a cut, scrape, bruise. Sometimes it gets more serious - You twist an ankle, break a bone.

But what matters... is that you have your eye on your goal. People might speed past you because you're down. It matters on how you pull yourself up, realign your sights, and rush forward still. Because that is the fighting spirit that you're gonna have to possess.

The god damn bloody fighting spirit that makes you who you are. That degree of fighting spirit, of pushing against everything that's bloody thrown at you, that you just whack and whack and whack and heck care about any consequences, that you're gonna do anything you can, put in all the 200% effort that you have, strain and strain and STRAIN.

And do it.

Is it easy?

Hell no. It's one of the hardest damn things you're gonna have to do in your life.

But is it worth it? Is it fun to challenge yourself this way?

I'll have to bloody agree.

GP is over. We'll see about the next one.

I'm still a bloody AAAA battery. Next round - AAAAA. Let's go Peng.

Because I'm a Rafflesian.

Still hanging in here.

2008-07-09T22:45:00.003+08:00

Nationals ended today.

Can't say that I did well at all, and it's really a new window for me. That you could fail so badly at something you were so damn confident at. I guess, its as coach said, sometimes, we just have to bang into the wall, and learn not to do it next time.

If I had shot, say, 55- something, I probably would be damn happy and wouldn't care about all the mistakes, however small, that I made during the competition. But now, with this miserable 537, I'm going to be caring much much more about what exactly I did wrong and how I can improve myself. I guess sometimes, these things happen, though it doesn't make it any less of my fault.

A good thing is, our school still won, and at least I'm glad of that fact, that the other two shooters (daniel lau and tuck heng, the former who got an amazing 557 and INDIVIDUAL FIRST, SIA LA GOOD JOB MAN) really put in a hell lot of shit into this with me, and we came up tops. That thought kinda held me through the whole thing - If I knew I pulled down the team right, shit la I'll feel much worse than what I am right now.

There's always lessons to be learnt I guess, and there's always new experiences, good or bad, that you can learn from. I learnt a pretty painful lesson today. I don't think there will be such an experience the next time.

Because man, I won't let this shit happen again.

Time to concentrate on studies and shooting again - Have to talk to Ms. Tan or Mr Seah our Dean of Ac. Studies, to see if arrangement can be made for my promos sia.

Haiz, if there's a will, there's gonna be a god damn freaking way, as brownie puts it. Haha... gotta listen to these words more man. If there's that will, there's gonna be the way. But you're going to have to walk that stupid way, and that takes something else.

Tomorrow is Canoe.

Let's GO RAFFLES. R-A-F-F-L-E-S FOR THE WIN. WHY IS RAFFLES FEARED? BECAUSE OF OUR SPIRIT - THE LION SPIRIT OF CHAMPIONS. FIRE AND HEART GO TOGETHER TO FORM THE SOURCE OF OUR STRENGTH.

ONWARD RAFFLES!

2008-07-05T23:25:00.002+08:00

Bleh, I screwed my Econs up.

For now... Dno really if I'll go for my shooting comp lol, even if I worked so freaking hard for it, because studies still come first. ><

If I cannot get a B grade... means cannot take H3... I'll stay back and do my econs promos. Bleh, this sucksssss.

Really thought I did pretty ok,... but haha, see how I did for my case study la.

HOPEFULLY HOPEFULLY PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE make it okay. T_T.

JIAYOU PENG! Sia la bing bong ba...

Time

2008-07-03T22:32:00.003+08:00

What day is it?
And in what month,
This clock never seemed so alive...

Time can bring you down
Time can bend your knees.
Time can break your heart,
Have you begging please.

Feeling

2008-06-29T12:54:00.004+08:00

You know, you've always thought about stuff that's gonna happen right. Things that might happen, things that might not happen, and things that will or will not happen.

You're going to need a determination to make those things that might happen into things that will happen. They're not going to stay there and wait for you - They really won't happen by themselves. You want something to happen, you're going to have to work damn damn freaking hard for it. And at the end of everything, you're gonna ask yourself - Have you worked everything you can for it? Have you done your very best in achieving what you want to achieve?

Ah, well, what to do. You're just gonna have to chiong everything that you have - nevermind those that you don't have - To achieve your goal. Tell yourself, one step at one time. Just take the first step, and have the will and determination to push yourself to take the next. The starting's gonna be rough, especially if you've not been pushing yourself for the last 4 years. But there's still time. You still have the chance to reach for that goal.

Other's have a larger lead. But does the one leading always win the race? Yeah, they do, but there's always there.

UNDERDOG

And he will win the race.

GOOD NEWS

2008-06-26T20:53:00.001+08:00

WHEE.

CTS ARE FINALLY OVER!

SHOULD BE ALL As, econs might be B though. Haha, see how.

AND PEARLYN MOOHAAHAAA YOU OWE ME LUNCHHHH!!! YEAHHHH!!

Econs

2008-06-22T17:16:00.001+08:00

Okay, tmr is econs.

Time to see if the effort I've dumped in will work. ><

Jiayou peng!!

Whee

2008-06-15T19:26:00.002+08:00

Wahaha mugging going along quite well seh!

Econs left practice only, but then still haven't found a teacher help me mark the stuff. Eh... see how la, if can crash someone's class or something sia. Basket, just when I really wanna work hard that time right, cannot find any teacher to help. T_T

Want to cry alr. Somemore this CT damn important.

Then shooting also screwing up. Bloody hell, seriously like everything damn tough liddat. Haiz, life la life.

But aiya, it's ok la, challenge 就是 challenge. I'm just too good nothing will whack me down please. 太厉害了

=D

2008-06-11T22:12:00.002+08:00

I think if I put my mind to something, I can really achieve something man.

Like, so far, I've left one topic of econs (features of diff markets), 2 topics of Chem (Energetics 5a and b) , and one topic of Maths (differentiation).

So after this week, should finish everything. Next week will be fully practices and essays writing. Luckily I've got 3 CTs to mug for only. =D

Let's do it. Where is my motivation? I don't fucking need one. I'm just gonna take myself to as high as I can go. There's that challenge. And you have no limit.

lim
Peng --> infinity and beyond.
n-->infinity

明天

2008-06-06T13:39:00.002+08:00

Tomorrow must own.

Pearlyn you owe me lunch AH!

Settled.

oomph

2008-06-03T21:59:00.002+08:00

I guess I miss having fun sia.

Man, but having fun takes on a different note this time. Last time, having fun was living in your own world and playing computer games.

Now, having fun is hanging out with your friends and enjoying life sia. Looking at pictues of people really having fun... I guess that's what's really important la... Like you really just absorb everything and leave out nothing.

Alright, got to go out sometime! And just to camwhore (or camgigolo) and just whack and whack and whack and haha... just have fun la. Seriously cannot be too uptight about everything... gotta relac and enjoy yoz.

Oh well... but you've gotta have the time. I love shooting... love trying hard and seeing how high I can go and how much I can beat myself by. I mean, anyone CAN shoot damn high, but its just whether they can push themselves to do it or not.

Sia la, 5 people get into harvard each year from Singapore.

I like the statistics. =D

Pre U sem, sia la

2008-06-01T22:41:00.003+08:00

Haha, Pre U Seminar was freaking freaking fun man.

I think I really learnt a hell lot from it, from people around me, the speakers, everything man.

Mission accomplished sia. :P

And it did open my eyes to a few new things:

i.e. CJ ppl are freaking horny, acting damn slut even when like cannot make it like that, just hahaha... damn sikh. As sikh as... Mr. Vijay sikh singiyaha.

Girls bitch a lot. Like really a lot a lot, a lot lot lot man. Haiyo, dno if its just girls in general, or girls from others schools... probably in general. =P Sia la.

Well... aiya heck care pictures, but you can find a lot of pics HERE:

http://s61.photobucket.com/albums/h73/simplynutty/SG%2025/

Yup, with my face there too! Isn't that amazing! =D

Crap la

2008-05-22T22:48:00.002+08:00

Haiya, we lost bball girls against Hwach.

Siao la, we were almost leading all the way, by like 15 points at one point, but then in the end they caught up and won.

But bloody hell, injuring two of our players in the process? Kenna sprained ankle still no intentional foul? Go and screw off la. Play properly, can act and stuff la, but don't bloody play so rough leh.

Ref ah, ref.

But in the end, they won la, by I think 51-55 to them, or something liddat. Bleh, Now I guess I know how AC felt when they lost netball 50-51. The feeling about the same sia. ><

But we won hockey! And Gabriel Teo is turf hahahahhaa. Seriously damn hilarious, but then his spirit quite imba sia. =D. Seriously freaking chiong all the way kind, so quite respect, even if he's not in CCAD, still whack man.

Haiya

2008-05-20T22:43:00.002+08:00

You know, when you cannot take it anymore sometimes right, when you really really chiong your freaking hardest and still cmi,

you just whack.

Just whack.

Whack and whack and whack and whack until its finally solved.

You never know your limits man. If someone said he knows his limits seriously just whack him. Because as long as you really push yourself, your potential is limitless.

On another different note, what exactly is a testimonial?

I mean, seriously, do people actually DO care if you're class secretary, or treasurer of your CCA? Is it just an "exco" position?

Rather, I believe they see how you develop as a person in each position. Or how much you developed as a person in any other activities you go to, i.e. Pre University Seminar. Its not just about the event itself in the CV, yo, its about how much you learnt, how much you saw and understood.

Purely having it in your CV simply gives them a gauge that says, oh, you actually attempted to try for this thing, but then, did you actually learn anything?

That's the important thing man. Seriously.

Haha, now that ITS GP TOMORROW. FIRST COMMON TEST.

Must get A ok, then try for deans list yo. Come on, I'm smart, sure can do it one.

Somemore saturday got the final trials. NO PRESSURE. GOOD LUCK MAN.

ANND... GOOD LUCK FOR TENNIS, BBALL, and HOCKEY!!!

Tired

2008-05-12T23:31:00.002+08:00

You know, sometimes you just feel so tired, that you just want everything to stop for 24 hours, while you go to bed and sleep one whole day, then wake up, and everything will then continue?

It's getting pretty tough here in RJ man. Like, it's Shooting and Council. Shooting and Council. Bloody hell, I haven't got time for all the things that 4P and co. used to do sia, like slack around during breaks, talk cock, have fun, etc. It's really getting crazier and crazier, this whole new lifestyle.

Simjoo said something that I was really thinking about pretty hard. That why are you volunteering so much for everything? Why am I trying to heap so much stuff on my back? Is it just so that you want to do all this shit?

Yeah, so I was totally thinking about it man, and like, just gotta say that it's something that I wanna do la, to see how much I can take. To see how much I can push myself, until I... have to push myself even more. There isn't a limit for anyone man, and that as long as you keep trying, keep pushing yourself more and more, further and further than ever, you'll just keep getting stronger. You'll just keep becoming more and more adept at anything that you do.

People start lifting weights at 5 kg. Slowly they progress to 10, to 15, to 20. There's gotta be a point in that process that you say, shit, I'm freaking tired, I'm going to bloody give up and just stop at this level. But do you? Do you stop and give up? No, you try your hardest to put on even more weights, and train, and train, and train until you can do it. Then you progress to 25. There is no limit for you. There are people who can bench 200, 250. How much am I benching now? A measly 60 kg. So what, I just stick to this level? Or do I try and push myself until I can lift more and more?

To take on more and more?

To challenge myself to really really really whack all I can, just to prove that I can do it?

If I give up, I lose.

Do you want to lose?

Do you want to get owned, by yourself?

I'll rather do something, then regret it later, than not doing it at all, and regretting it later. Yeah, I might think that in hindsight, hm, this is the right decision. But I don't want a situation that happens that, hm, shit la, I should have done it, but I didn't. I'll rather it to be, haha, shit, I did it la, but then, screw it, don't care, cos I tried wad.

Yeah, so please, it's a freaking tough journey, and I think I'm really letting you guys down, my PW groups members. Really really sorry, I'll try and organize my time a bit better, so that I can come down for meetings and such. No excuse, because all of these are my own decisions. I won't persuade you to accept these stuff, yeah, so I'll try my best ok? Thanks so much.

Haiya, Life. It'll always be haiya, life, because you're always pushing yourself so damn hard. But sometimes, when you get the feeling that, hm, siao, now everything is just so relaxed and stuff, while ppl around you are struggling, you go there and help them with their stuff... you'll feel gratified man, like, yeah, these guys are getting some help yo, and then they can become stronger to help those around them too.

Sia la, that's a freaking dream of mine man. Yeah.

Let's go, because this whole damn thing is a challenge. That's life for you.

2008-05-06T23:38:00.002+08:00

These couple of days I'm just too tired to blog.

With Invest coming up, siao, but it's gonna be a blast man, and it'll make all of us proud to be the 28ths. Because haha, it'll pull through and be as perfect as it can. Because we'll make it so. =)

Siao, the 26-30th period clash with a lot of other shit. I'm ponning my nats team training in malaysia cos of Pre u Sem. Then still got CCAL camp. Siao, that one also missing.

Bugger man...

Why do we slog so much for council. We do it, all these late nights and shit, because we don't do it for ourselves. Like the planning of an event,... siao, I'm sure we do it for ourselves. We do it because we do it for the ppl that we seriously love, for the school that we wanna be the bloody best in the whole damn universe, and for that, we spend our whole time and damn effort to do it. Because we want to do it, and that belief will make us tolerate all this shit and all these late nights.

Grades might suffer. CCA might get owned. They should not, but if they do... It's because they suffered for something. And that something, is just too great to ignore. It's just... the one thing that you have to go for, yo.

I had this MSN Convo, and in this sudden burst of inspiration that I had... was talking about grades and all:

>.Peng. Green.Black.White. RAFFLES. says:
Aw, it'll work out. Because I believe in you, kiddo, and I think you'll make it work out just fine.
>.Peng. Green.Black.White. RAFFLES. says:
Remember. You're not just a student. You're not just another 17 year old.
>.Peng. Green.Black.White. RAFFLES. says:
You're a councillor.
>.Peng. Green.Black.White. RAFFLES. says:
And above all
>.Peng. Green.Black.White. RAFFLES. says:
you're a Rafflesian, baby.
>.Peng. Green.Black.White. RAFFLES. says:
And that's gonna carry you through for your whole journey these two years
>.Peng. Green.Black.White. RAFFLES. says:
oms
>.Peng. Green.Black.White. RAFFLES. says:
where did that come from
>.Peng. Green.Black.White. RAFFLES. says:
haha.
>.Peng. Green.Black.White. RAFFLES. says:
A sudden burst of inspiration.
>.Peng. Green.Black.White. RAFFLES. says:
yup yup.
>.Peng. Green.Black.White. RAFFLES. says:
So relac one corner, and just go with what you think you'll be great doing
>.Peng. Green.Black.White. RAFFLES. says:
and through all your weight and determination to carry it through
>.Peng. Green.Black.White. RAFFLES. says:
and it'll be fine.

2008-04-26T19:40:00.002+08:00

What do I really wanna achieve in JC?

What do I really wanna do here? To get to know much more people, so that they'll become your friends?

To get to have fun and just slack off?

To get to get a freaking good CV then go off to a freaking good university (i.e. Ivy-league?) Then there... to know much more people again?

To develop yourself as a person?

To do what shit sia?

I think, to do everything above, but in different priorities I guess. You run for council or CCA leader, or Class chairman, simply to get a better CV, but in the end, you hate the job... what's gonna be the result of that?

You get to know people, but you don't treat them sincerely enough, you know them only to broaden your network and have a larger one in the future... what's gonna happen?

You develop yourself as a person... then ignore everyone else around you... waturf?

It's gotta be moderation, man. And I mean, some serious priority rearranging here. Life's all about choices, you can't do all of it at once, because that's just not possible. Like you can't be president and CCAL, plus class chairman and national team player all at once. Nor can you try and know everyone, utilize your time on doing that... your studies will die.

Studies. oms oms.

aim for 8 As yo... so far... German's gotta be the hardest to get. Econs is actually rather enjoyable n easy... I really like it haha.

Life, life, life. Yanhan the king's bugging me on not saying it. haiya, but then... what to do. It's really a reflection of a theory man... the theory of scarcity and life. Life life life life life. You can't do everything you wanna do, and you regret... but then, try and focus on the things that you're doing... and do them damn damn well. Because these are the things you love too... just love them with all your heart and spam them till they really make you damn happy.

Yay! life!

=)

2008-04-20T21:12:00.005+08:00

Phoo, firstly, congrats to Paulsie, Jonlim and Yanhan-g!

No doubt you guys will hold the whole council together as pres-s! Yeah, then we can use you guys as representatives of the council to the press. No press-ure. u're Pres-s. Just focus on the Pres-ent.

Omg I'm just too damn clever. And smart. And handsome, etc etc etc.

Hahaha, life. It's getting quite screwed up sia, with so much stuff that I needa do. Plus there's SATs in June, and I'm just starting to mug for it. Added to SPA and PW stuff next week, plus a maths lecture test in Week 7, oms, this is crazy. Added to a Shooting trial next week also, wah lao ehhhh,... siao alr.

Haiya, life. =) But then... I guess this is also what makes life damn exciting la, that you're doing these stuff cos you really like doing this stuff (I mean council and shooting la, academics are freaking boring like siao) and so it doesn't seem that tiring to you.

Ok la still freaking tiring, but that's life for you lol.

Haiya, Brownie's a pretty amazing person sia. Honestly, speeches that come from the heart also touch people. And influence people. And I think she can really chiong the mile seh. Hm, she really has the calibre to be a Pres, and represent council in that honest and passionate way of hers.

Sia la, but then, past experiences do count a lot la, hence our new pres-s are also our (or in RG's case, vice headgirl) headboys and viceheadboys. Well, I'm sure they can work from past experiences, but I just felt that, personally, there should have been someone new who can spice up the whole council life and bring it to a new level haha.

Still, this new experience is pretty cool. I'm sure that I'm able to get used to it soon. =)

I'm just that good, yo. :) :)

Yeah, I know, don't have to clap and cheer. People handsome la, you know also.

P.S. Acckk, michelle, really sorry ok... like this time no joke one. Seriously my bad my bad. Forgiven? ><

Siao

2008-04-15T22:25:00.002+08:00

Council Camp is over, Class Camp is over, and CC-IC, YEAH, I'm freaking shagged man.

haiya, life, council camp really taught me so much stuff, that how much of a high standard councillors have to be responsible for, like no more sleeping in class or shouting vulgarities all around la. Cannot ok. Because we are the ones that have to uphold that standard, and we have to follow it through yo.

And so shooting interviews is tomorrow. I dno how I feel la, that I know, I have to give others a chance at the whole leadership thing, that they have to get a chance to get something into their resume too, but then, I'm really really passionate for shooting sia, and I know for sure that I will do a good job because the main reason is that I want to, and the main reason is not that I want it for my testimonial.

I want to do it, becos, like, I just want to la. It's this kind of thing that you're really really passionate for that kind you know. Haha, it's really something that cannot be expressed la, but to sum it up in one word, it's Passion.

So I hope that I can become the capt man, and to lead the CCA into something greater than before, something more grand and, greater and greater. Greater in the whole sense of the word man.

And now I need to do my GP shit.

Haiya, life.

P.S. Class camp IC pretty hot. =)

God damn funny.

2008-04-04T22:09:00.002+08:00

Phew, today was supposed to be voting day.

But then god very funny. The whole system died.

So voting day changed to monday, results out on tueday.

Damn waturf hahaha.

Sia la, this one is the last leg of the race man, but I can't do anything! I'll have to trust my friends to vote for me... because I'm REALLY SERIOUSLY passionate for school man. It wasn't meant to be funny when I said it laa, serious! Dno la, its the kind that you cannot explain, like you really love your CCA, or you really want to do something for the community,... for me it's something for school, and it's freaking burning la.

Need to get into council ok!

Haha... I think I'll join CCAD if I get in... or RUN FOR VICE PRES OMS. Hey seriously ok, I think I'm gonna try omg. It's gonna be pretty fun. =)

Vote for peng ok! Please please.

Zhou Penghui from BB!! Thanks so much!! Sia la brothers and sisters!

Yey

2008-03-29T23:09:00.004+08:00

Haha, our posters are done, laminated alr! Sia la, heng got the machine, if
not it'll really be damn ex! Once I find the files I'll post it here!

And meanwhile, for some group pics! Emo and cool pics man.

Team Photo!

Ya damn hot I know.

Emo pic. Nicole still looks normal

Err, charles?

2008-03-27T00:05:00.001+08:00

Oh Am Geez I'm freaking dying for campaign sia.

The work is CRAZY. SEE AR AEE ZEE WAI.

Siao kao, seriously man.

But no choice la, must just keep going. That's life for you, lol.

Good luck to EVERYONE! ESPECIALLY PASSIONFRUIT... AND MORE ESPECIALLY ME!!! HAHAHA SIA LA BROTHERS

2008-03-24T23:11:00.003+08:00

Would you wanna leave it,

Maybe you could not believe it...

Sia la, really got in man. That's my first step in achieving my dream la in RJC. Screw it la it sounds very cliched right, but then it's really true la.

Passion for school is really like a huge dream of mine lol, to be able to channel that into school which has really given me a hell lot la.

Call it school spirit... whatever it is, I want to really chiong all the way k.

So pls pls, do your own things also, for your school, and you'll really enjoy it, because you'll start to love your school much more. To those in RJC, STAND UP AND DO SOMETHING. IT WILL MAKE RJC A MUCH more homely place, and it'll feel like you're leaving a legacy, you're leaving something that belongs to you, and to you only. It's a sense of belonging. =)

=)

2008-03-23T20:33:00.001+08:00

You see the night sky shining.

A star falls.

What would be your wish?

Would you give it up?

Or stubborness prevails?

Sia la, brother, life damn tough.

But don't give up k?

2008-03-20T19:18:00.001+08:00

When you want something, just go for it, there's no harm in trying.

And trust me, just do it.

Pre-U Sem. =)

ALPs

2008-03-19T21:56:00.002+08:00

omg hahaha came back from 5 days of ALP.

And it was damn bloody awesome, man, like seriously bloodily awesome.

There's just so much things that you observe and realize, stuff that you normally don't see in a person. Cooperation to the highest degree, trusting another to do his or her job, supporting someone who is weaker, bringing up the team, all these things we all know of, we all have the knowledge of it,... but when the time comes, when its YOUR own choice of whether to go back and help, and become damn bloody tired as a result of it, or simply stay on and heck care, pretend to ignore, pretend to, like, hm, try and convince yourself that they're doing fine.

It takes a whole lot of moral courage to do that, you know, and not everyone is able to. During this trip, I've had the chance to see a few perform these extraordinary feats of courage, and I really really respect you guys (and girls), no joke man.

Well, these things aside, I think I've really grown as a person, and I realize that leadership, as clichayyyed as it might sound, is really damn important for anything, and that one isn't privileged to be a leader at all, regardless of the usual connotations that are associated with one. You're going to need to go through a hell lot of shit, and in the end you get little result and satisfaction other than your personal one, and PERHAPS a bit of your team's respect and empathy. It's not easy. But you need a leader, and you must be prepared to step up, and ALWAYS step up when the time is needed, not because you want to, but because you CAN and you MUST.

That's a leader. It's not a team manager who goes for goals and prestige. It's a leader, pure and simple.

Sadly, in our coporate world today, we see so little of them. But the greatest leaders of our age, LKY, Clinton, Lincoln, etc, they're the ones that we must emulate and learn from, because they epitomize what it means to be a leader.

Well, and haha dotz sea king slug waturf sia, I really don't think I look like one ok. AND PLS PLS PLS DON'T DO THE SEA QUEEN SLUG THING LEHHH... It's damn screw up waseh, liddat I really don't dare to get a girlfriend unless I go overseas for university studies. ><. Actually I'll wait till then anyway,... but by that time sure forget alr, so also nvm hahaha. =) =)

I've got 20 sandfly bites all over my two arms, and one already looking damn sick alr on my shoulder, dunno how it crawled all the way up there and bit me wtf. Stupid bloody sandfly go and die la.

And yo man, I'm black. As black and handsome as a peng. woohoo! Sia la bing bong ba. This damn cool man!

2008-03-12T00:15:00.002+08:00

End of RCLF. It has been a really tiring 5 day workshop man, but it being awesome and great doesn't even begin to describe it haha.

Slugged out presentation yesterday, phew, I guess it was alright, well, it was a personal challenge la, to speak without a script and stuff, and I think I feel pretty good at the end, that I've achieved something that made me step out of my own boundaries. It's a great experience.

The people are really, really seriously great. And it's a whole damn different culture. Americans are crazy kids, man, and their culture is just so damn open and... great, I mean, people just slap you on the back, and you'll become friends probably instantly. It's a freaking great place to study in, I think, if I get the chance to go there. =)

Words don't describe my feelings man, I think it's great for it to stay that way, so that the experience is even more long-lasting. =)

Phew

2008-03-09T22:39:00.002+08:00

Today's pretty slack, for once. Taking a break from the usual hustle and bustle of RJ life.

I mean, it's the bloody hols. You should be entitled to take a break right! You've slugged it out pretty hard during the whole of the first term... so now's your first real break.

Time flies by damn fast man... I think it's very soon when we gather for 2nd year of JC, then the 2009 batch grad night... then it'll be so far forward that I can't bloody comtemplate what's gonna happen, especially for the future, scholarships, army, universities, omg, wth... why does time past so damn fast?

People say time passes by fast when you're enjoying yourself. I think it's true, to a certain extent, because I'm certainly enjoying what I'm doing now. The languid, slow lifestyle of RI life is gone, when everyday is just slacking and having fun during class, after class where we play intheclass games, screwing around with each other, haha, that's the RI life.

Now we're in RJ, and it's a whole new pace man... and you enjoy different things now. I mean, I'm really enjoying RCLF, although it's taking a freaking huge chunk of my time. There's just so many new people to meet, yo, and like, you get to hear about stuff that they're passionate about, haha, you get really enthued up to do something too.

RJ life, RI life, which one do I like more? Hm, it's gonna be a tough decision.

And I've had my first bout of stress today... was simply reading a book this morning when I woke up, and my mum was yelling at me, saying that I have to do the much more important stuff today... if not all the dreams that I have won't come to pass. I guess I was really kinda peeved, because it's been a seriously tiring term, and I'm just getting used to the stuff happening I guess, and just one day of taking a whole break also cannot. But then, what she says is really damn true, I've slacked too much in RI, and this is the crucial period of my life man, I can't afford to let it go to waste.

But then we're all teenagers la, bloody rebellious, haha, then I was like dao dao until I thought about it later on, then yea, threw away the book (no la, not throw away, just put at one side), then started to do my work, SAT revision exercises, the econs thing, etc. Well, went to the library afterwards to research somemore, haha, I think it was half half la, half was spent reading random storybooks, comics, then the other half was working. Not too bad, not too bad. =P.

Haha, it's a very fun thing to do, working for something you know is gonna be super interesting and promising. Something that's a whole freaking new experience... it's gonna be different.

And it's gonna be fun. =)

RCLF

2008-03-07T21:47:00.002+08:00

Haha internet died for a while, so couldn't do much... just got it up again today.

RCLF the people damn fun. Like they're really super damn interesting people, and come from so diverse backgrounds, that it's really quite fulfilling la to know and interact with so many of them.

People like JR, Joshua, and the rest of the international delegates, plus the people from other JCs and Sec schools, it's like really a whole new platform of people I've never ever met before.

Issues discussed were pretty interesting,... with such a "forum", there's a hell lotta input and a lot of interesting points raised up. Leon, haha, the ACJC-UWC guy... freaking cool man.

Tomorrow's the NYT shoot, let's pwn it. =)

Hahaha!

2008-03-01T23:02:00.003+08:00

YAY HAIRBAND IS PLAYING ZOMBIE... FOR ROCK AUDITIONS!

COME DOWN AND SUPPORT US PLEASE! LIKE AT MEP ROOM.

HAHA DANIEL, ME, LEO, KEVIN, AND PROBABLY CHOON IS GOING TO PLAY!

AND YOU GET TO HEAR ME SING! DAMN GOOD RIGHT. NO JOKE NO JOKE.

SO COME DOWN TO THE MEP ROOM!!!! YAY! SO FUN!

Hahaha... shooting gathering was damn fun. Michelle hahahaha noobkek at pool man. Must be the height thing. Ok ok don't shoot me. =)

Bowling wtf was 4.30 per game omg never going to marina square for that shit again. tmd tmd im sure its so damn ex. Well... played pool and arcade almost for 4-5 hours, haha, ok la quite fun. Got some really really freaking pro para para people seriously super pro one. Like pro + look cool, like me liddat.

Ok shit now need to do chem, haha... Peng rocks ok, sure can finish one. =)

Waha.

2008-02-29T23:22:00.002+08:00

Hahaha German Seminar damn screw up. Like seriously, no joke damn screw up that kind of damn screw up.

Listen for like 1 hour (cos supposed to be 5:30, but we reached there at 6:30, so wtf don't care la) of some French lady talking about Eramus Munarus thingy (some post-graduate scholarship for research programmes about water catchment and artificial intelligence) with a weird french accent, andd... showed us some crazy video about african americans.

Yea, quite waste of time la, really. Haven't even finish JC yet already going for post-grad scholarships for PHDs haha lol.

Then was dinner! haha shit O level top scorer seriously damn violent. Ey how come all the girls that I know all freaking violent, seriously. Like anyhow anyhow will come and kick ppl (ok la kick me). Aiya must be yours truly too damn irresistable and handsome, so just cannot help it man. I feel so loved. Peng rocks forever. =) =)

Yea yea, ok, heard that they finished the council interview selections today... really really really hoping that I get in man... because it's really my dream in RJ to do that. ><

2008-02-28T22:35:00.002+08:00

Haha I really need to learn how to understand people more... like people's not pissed at me I didn't even know.

The worse thing is, if someone's pissed off with me, and I don't know it, and I act as if still damn friends liddat. Haha, like Wayne like that... from now on need to call him Mr. Wayne already. -.-

Dno la, when I call teachers by name (mostly PE teachers or RI teachers la,... cos graduated alr right) it's when I really respect the teacher, and don't put on any false fronts in front of them. If I think a teacher is damn screwed up, i.e. last time when paul lim scolding me for nothing, I was like, yes sir, no sir, whatever sir, then in my heart I'm like scolding you wtf go and die la eat shit. But then when I call teachers by name then I never do all that please, because it adds that sense of familiarity and stuff... aiya screw it la, from now on relationship with Mr. Wayne different alr.

Yup yup... shooting's training is damn good. I think I'm improving like siao la, like super super fast liddat. Cos I understood something alr, and that would lead me to the next platform of scores, maybe the 56- band?

Ha..

2008-02-26T23:03:00.002+08:00

Hahaha I overslept on the train again! For like dno the what-time alr... maybe 10th or 11th. Too damn tired after training I guess. Heh... training's a blast now... I'm pretty sure I'm improving. Hopefully able to whack the next competition hard. =)

Ah well... BB's post mortem today... haha interesting discussion. =P Really man... it makes me want to join the BB House D, because it's really super fun,... hahaha. AHH. Councillll... tmd tmd tmd. I really really really wanna go in man... because it's like so many possibilities to contribute and to change something in there! Like... chances and stuff to do something big big for school man! Haiz... hope hope hope. =)

Annndd... howww... girls are still a freaking complete mystery la... like no idea how they think and all that. Waturf. Nvm... it's understandable for guys k, got excuse. Whatever haha.

When you really want to chiong for something, chiong it all the way... because then you'll love it so much that you won't ever wanna let it go.

2008-02-25T21:48:00.001+08:00

haha freak I'm sorry ok! No joke this time really serious.

Haha today training kenna screwed up... coach whack until damn hard cos I screwed up my competition that day... wah ha... win alr. So now,... dno what to do la...

And hey, we've got two new classmates! Cassandra & stephanie (dno if I spell your name correctly). Cool right. Ok, first impression you two damn rock! So grow crazy man. =)

haha crap khoonie sad la leave our class alr. But nvm... she'll still be a bee.

Joke: How to make a frisbee?

Put a bee in a fridge! Then you get a freezbee.

2008-02-24T21:07:00.001+08:00

SHIT DIE.

bloody screwed up.

Ok, time for serious training.

I hope I don't get owned. Like seriously seriously owned. ><

.

2008-02-23T10:02:00.003+08:00

Well... seems like I can't make it for Youth Olympics anymore. They're looking at <18. Anndd... to make it more maths-like, it's "qualified to participate in Youth Olympics" E [14, 18).

Yup yup, so... haha sucks la... but can aim for others, maybe commonwealth and stuff.

And hoho, understood something really quite important in shooting... the "natural" pulling of the trigger. Like, you don't think about pulling it, it's just... pulled. If you think about pulling it, your gun will fly to dno where alr. Yup yup... so now I think my shooting will go up la.

Again, on reflection... when you do something so important, so big, just naturally and not thinking about it,... Why does it really have the best result? Let's say interviews... to really be "be yourself" and be natural... will it lead to the more desirable outcome?

Or let's say interacting with friends, first impressions matter a lot. What would you do in that case? Think about your every move and whether it's "politically correct" in that screwed up sense, like, erm,... maybe how "cool" people act? Is that what you want to achieve,... and what kinds of friends would you make in this case?

Those that want to be with you just because they can gain something, and would desert you at a moment's notice? Is that what you're aiming for? Also... to those supposedly "high achievers", think about yourselves for a moment. Are you blinded by pride, thinking that everyone else is below you? If someone you recognize but don't know, waves at you, what do you think? That he's coming near you just to gain something from you? That's he's doing that simply because he think's you're so good?

You're going to need a different perspective. Not everyone is stupid. If they would want to achieve THAT aim, they wouldn't be doing that. People like them would have been playing this game for a long time. And you might be the one being kept in the dark.

So lose that pride. Lose that "I'm so high and mighty because I'm a high-achiever" attitude. You might think you're humble, but in actuality, in your actions and words, you're not. And it shows... maybe not very obviously, but sooner or later, your close friends will notice.

And it'll distance them away from you. So, you stick with your other "high achiever friends"? What do you have in common? "high achieving"? So in line with that logic, the second you're not "high-achieving" anymore, you'll be isolated and kicked out.

What then?

What then, indeed.

shit la.

2008-02-21T22:19:00.003+08:00

Hahahahaha youth olympics dno if can go or not. Today found out that Eddie Lim sayz that only 17 and below can go for it. See how la... if can then go lol if cannot then also can't do much about it.

Unless go and fake birthday or something.

Zz shit are people just that screwed up? That they would go out of their way simply to hurt another? Just because they can? Have they ever thought about how much negative light they'll cast themselves in too?

"Bitching" and "Gossiping" will totally create this screwed up atmosphere. I mean like... gossiping about normal stuff is ok, like who likes who etc etc whatever, not like its really anything serious. But once you go over that line, it gets very disturbing... like people are deliberately spreading malicious stuff about you behind your back.

It's bloody backstabbing la wtf.

People who cross that line can go screw themselves. Totally despise them all the way down there.

Same goes for those who act friendly with someone they freaking hate, simply because they want to get something from them, and turn around to backstab them once their "use" is gone. Bloody hell... and the worse thing is that RJ does have this kind of people.

What happened to school spirit man?

2008-02-20T23:47:00.002+08:00

Spent the whole of this evening + night helping out with the decor for the Dramafest noticeboard.

Haha, it's really tiring, but the process and at the end of everything, it feels super fun. Like, it's a kind of enjoyment you get from doing something that's like important to the house, and haha it's just damn cool la doing it with other people. Like a different kind of bonding and stuff like that.

Welll... klax, bocks (hahaha shit dno if I spelled it right) and lityng. (similarly, dno if spelled right. Doesn't look right though) and I + Giraffe & sadikeen (or not keen) who came in to help, and we made the poster freaking cool ok. Like, seriously seriously freaking cool.

Haha... if this is what council's gonna be like, I think I'll enjoy myself immensely. =)

2008-02-19T22:46:00.002+08:00

Just finished council interview today.

I guess it went alright... maybe not star-struck brilliant etc but pretty alright at least.

But still doesn't change the fact that I'm damn nervous about it hahaha... becos it really means so much to me sia. And I'm really really super passionate about school... haiz wth if I don't get in really damn sad ><

SHIT. REALLY DAMN SAD. ><

Well... charwomander's helping me with maths hahaha... rocks sia. Thanks so much. :P

Things probably settled down already. Hopefully.

GOOD LUCK TO EVERYONE ELSE GOING FOR INTERVIEWSS!

2008-02-18T22:38:00.001+08:00

Today's German LEP interview ok ok la, not too great, not too bad.

Tomorrow Council interview... haha hope I make it man. If not I'll really be super disappointed ><.

Good luck to me! =) =) And everyone else taking the interview too... good luck!

2008-02-16T22:56:00.001+08:00

I'll pwn tomorrow.

And that's going to bloody happen. =)

.

2008-02-15T21:31:00.002+08:00

You know, there're some moments in your life when you don't know what to do at all... like... you just get so confused, the whole damn thing is just SO out of your world...

It's like swimming in uncharted waters... with weights tied to your feet and your hands cuffed together.

Sometimes I don't know what I'm doing this all for... going for what I'm passionate for... but sacrificing a whole lot of other stuff at the same time?

Life.

2008-02-14T22:38:00.002+08:00

Valentine's day, the day that RI guys don't give a shit about for 4 years.

Like... 14th feb... hm, CCT, hand up chinese performance task... what else...

haha... and now... we've encountered hyperactive females, super-sweet / charred cookiez, and lil' messages scribbled on notes, and chocolates.

Haha... its super waturf. And now I know how to fold hearts muahaha... imba right. =)

Heh... there're some things in life that make you smile whenever you think of them. This is one of them.

And I had training today wtf... haha, my coach was like... those who come in training today sure got no bf/gf. Bloody hell damn suan haha. Today's training was great... totally prepared for sunday's competition.

Let's hope for 560.

Yoz

2008-02-13T21:45:00.000+08:00

Today we got pwned.

End of story. =)

Actually, tmr is valentine's day. I got a date with my gun. wtf. Bloody hell, training sia. No prob, I'll just go hang around at the bachelor's place at the canteen for all those without.

Yay! The fun!

=) =) =)

DOTA

2008-02-12T23:57:00.000+08:00

WE PWNT. NOT GOT PWNT.

'NUFF SAID.

Goal.

2008-02-11T22:51:00.000+08:00

I've reaffirmed my decision to be the right one.

Now I need to reach out for it. And I will be there at the end.

What's going on around me

2008-02-10T19:59:00.000+08:00

I need to observe, need to notice more. Can't just keep caring about my miniscule matters, because there are people who just need a shoulder to lean on. I've been pretty selfish.

And it stops N-O-W.

Numero Uno.

2008-02-10T14:41:00.000+08:00

You don't have to be the best at everything you do.

You try.

But even when you fail, Don't feel sad.

I would feel sad, though.

bloody hypocrite. -.-

hahaha

2008-02-09T22:57:00.001+08:00

I am Man. Hear me roar.

Ho ho!!

2008-02-09T16:02:00.000+08:00

When we have different goals, different ways of spending our time in our JC lives,... how are we going to integrate everything into one big timetable? Do what you really want? Although those are different from what you've been doing for 4 years in RI... because there's something that you just really WANT to do.

And it's just different... and the people whom you've been with for 4 years... suddenly see you changing, and the feeling sucks... like you're actually deserting them. and screw the "I've matured, so grow up" shit... that's like damn wrong. It's just that goals have changed, and there's now more to do in this "new" world of JC. (Dotz I'm not talking about girls, just that there's alot more stuff to be done)

And I want to go for those things man... because I've never tried them before... this "enthu"-ness is of a whole different level than in RI... where I was just pretty slack about everything else except for shooting. But now... like, there's that huge regret la that I've not done anything for the school... in that 4 years... and now it's 2 years in RJ man... and I've got to DO everything that I can at least, to whack as hard as I can, run the distance man, for like the school. RI meant a hell lot to me man, and I only felt that at the end of Grad Night... that and a huge box of regret. I don't want to feel that at the end of RJ ok... I want to like feel I've really done something man.

Screw it la. Now I need to finish the bloody chem project -.-. Still got presentation. Haiz.

Life damn tough, but it rocks.

ehheee

2008-02-08T00:47:00.000+08:00

You know you've had too much to think about when issues just start popping out all over your life.

Where are the tissues when I need them?

Or is it that they're just there, and I'm not reaching forward enough to grab them?

And... CHEM PROJECT!!

Haha,... Zhengf, gotta do it asap man, monday dateline sia!

at ta

2008-02-07T12:55:00.000+08:00

When stars shine, do they shine forever?

What happens if they fade out... does another star take its place?

When emotion conflicts with truth, when truth conflicts with emotion,

When emotion conflicts.

What happens?

Do you let it all out? Throw it away? Forget it?

What would you do?

.

2008-02-05T23:59:00.000+08:00

What the hell...

What the hell is wrong with this man.

Just when we were having fun, this no-mother thing had to happen.

Intro your chio girlfriend's chio friends to us man, Yiming. And we'll always be there for you. Like, fucking clichéd but its true.

2008-02-04T22:38:00.000+08:00

469, waturf?

Woark!

2008-02-03T21:52:00.000+08:00

Work work and more work.

And find time to relac and enjoy life man!

Haha, Team 2M's going for the IHC DOTA! Hp, Leo, Han, Moose, me. We're gonna hit it big and whack it all with this man. I'm sure we can do it.

Coz got me wad, right. haha. Win.

Haha shit econs is damn screw up. Really cmi haha, all the weird concepts and everything band together then you have to create some bullshit based on that. The combining is fun la, but now since its all so damn raw, its damn hard to combine them together.

Weee... I can play Fade to black at 1/4 of the supposed speed man! It's gonna work, I tell you... and I'm hopefully getting a new guitar. The old one works okay la... but always will have some prob or another. The new one will rock!! =)

Stuff to do, IC I forget.

a) Maths + chem tutorial.
b) CHEM PROJECT. FUK!
c) Try and start the CIP asap.
d) ISLE
e) DO CHEM WORKSHEET.

HAHAHAHAHA

2008-02-02T21:10:00.000+08:00

:Before this, charles was emoing with me, willy, and kexin in the convo, charles was talking about his lack of a gf.:
[Peng] Waa turf? says (9:09 PM):
waturf.

(Kexin got damn sick and left the convo,... one second later...)
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Kexinnnnnnnnnnnn has left the conversation.
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c'sy says (9:09 PM):
like i need those lousy female companions

HAHAHA CHARLES YOU DAMN HENG SHIT. but he joking also la, so no probz man!

Sex, lust, and infat-uation.

2008-02-01T22:29:00.000+08:00

Was pretty inspired today.

It's just something so damn sacred man... life's tough,...but there's always the rainbow at the end of everything to look up to, to look up for.

Because it's just there.

The title applies to only the first sentence. =)

...

2008-01-31T22:00:00.001+08:00

Didn't manage to sleep well ytd night man, alarm bell rang at 2:30 am... couldn't bloody concentrate today.

Training, Training, and more training,... what exactly is it for man? To aim for an International game? To get medals? Right now, I'm still not too sure on that man... though I think that the school comes first... and medals for the school is FTW. Must do haha!

Shit,... To get into MQS for int. Games aren't easy... top 2,... right attitude, etc... isn't going to be easy, but that's something to aim for. And hope I'm able to go for it. =)

Haha

2008-01-30T22:02:00.000+08:00

Bentay's training with the Softballers man! It's damn cool haha, because he just joined softball and he's already with so enthu shit with them. It's imba la, and I really hope our Shooting CCA can achieve this kind of bonding.

Now it's the "Shot for 4 years bunch" and the "just started shooting bunch". It's very frustrating to see that la, and I think we should really get together sometime and do some activities together, since we're a CCA after all, and it rocks if we can be much more than a CCA.

Interhouse events rock man... and haha I think I signed up for quite a lot of them. Because I can all play! like, BBall, Bowling, C-gaming, tennis, etc etc. I'm not very good la, but it's damn fun to try, and especially to compete! We live to compete man, and it's something that fires out the passion in you.

Yea man, Life's cool. Wat wat waot nao?

WAH LAO

2008-01-29T23:06:00.000+08:00

Haha, I really a bit stressed. But I think it's just the transition from Sec school life to JC life, and it's a freaking huge jump man.

Again, again, time management. It's damn damn important. I'm learning it the hard way, but it's going to serve me well for the rest of my life man.

RJC's making me tough. And that'll make me survive well in the future. =)

Band!

2008-01-28T22:32:00.000+08:00

Haha DisBand rocks! You guys win the game!

Heh, good luck tomorrow... ><

---

What's life without happiness?

It's called a routine.

Sad.

2008-01-27T21:37:00.000+08:00

I feel sad.

I think we're spliting up. It's not only RJC. Even the bonds that we've forged so hard in RI, they're all splitting up, because we've got new priorities, new lives, new goals that we're going to want to meet.

And it's different from everyone.

What now.

What's life for you man?

2008-01-25T23:17:00.000+08:00

RJ life damn tough.

And I think Chua Junyang thinks I'm joking when I self-nominated myself for council. But I'm damn serious please, and I'm not going to screw off halfway. Because the school spirit's there, and it's time to step up and do something.

SO WATCH OUT. Because I'm not screwing around this time.

Haha, Michelle's damn pro man! She's some super hyper coolio person hahaha... I think she really can make a damn good leader sia. Ultra hyper kid, like yen like that. Win. Haha those two should seriously know each other man...

Plus student CCAL head, ccal 4 years. HAHAHA, IMBA MAN! Seriously!! Basketball damn fun... played with Viet and the Viets (Cool man. =P) Haha they all damn pro... I think in our shooting cca alot of ppl know how to play bball damn pro man... Got Weehsuan, and Cashier's damn pro too.

Haha, it's gonna be a fun year. HELL LOT of hard work and stress, but it's going to pay off with all the fun that you'll get. I'll expect a hell lot of stuff going on,... and it's time to stop slacking and screwing around. Fun can be felt through slacking around and screwing around... but it can also be obtained from working hard with people you trust and like man... That's a different, but nevertheless similar kind of fun that makes you feel damn nice.

Let's go for it. =)

O lvls

2008-01-24T22:24:00.000+08:00

Haiz, I got A2 for chinese. The PERSON WHOM MY MUM CONTACTED FAKE ME. Ok la, It might have been prelims results, then never ask properly, etc etc, this kind of shit. HAI YO.

Actually right, it's alright la, since it's still an 'A', but not meeting the top grade in one of your more confident subjects sucks man. Sucks beeg time. -.-

Haiz, mingay damn sad. It's ok, mine did the same thing, but she doesn't mean it in that way la... so it's ok! relac one corner friend! =)

I'm going for council and shooting. All the way for both man. Time management for the win. And I'm going to do it.

I will survive...

2008-01-23T21:52:00.000+08:00

--------Am --------------------------------Dm
For the first two weeks of school, I was very high,
-------G------------------------------- C
Kept thinking that my JC life was full of fun and joy,
-------------Am---------------------------------Dm
Then the third week came along and, and I found out I was wrong,
------------E
And I got bombed...
------------------E7
And had to work all night long,...

-------Am------- Dm
Well, for lit, I had to read...
----------G-------------------------- C
Forty plays by Shakespeare and that I really did
------Am
But after that I had to write
------Dm
A two thousand-word essay
---------E----------------------------------- E7
For each and every one of those forty shakespearean plays...

---------Am-------------- Dm
And for math, you made me prove
------G
The va-lue of Y
---------C
Was four times three sin 5,
--------Am------------------- Dm
We were to love math, but that I wouldn't try
----------------E
Did you even know why?
--------E7
Cos I can't find the sin of pi...

----------Am------------ Dm
Oh no not I, I will survive,
-----------------G
Ohh, you can give me a 1.8, or
--------C
Some really fucked C5,
----------Am
But no matter what that proves,
---------Dm
I won't go jump off a roof,
-----E
I'll survive,...
-------E7
I'll survive...

Hey hey...

Am - Dm - G - C - Am - Dm - E - E7 - Am

------------Am ------------Dm
And for econs, we had to create,
-------G ------------------------C
A complete budget, for an entire city state,
-------Am --------------------------Dm
And I had to force myself, to watch the budget debates,
-------------E
Well I had tried...
-------------E7
But I just couldn't get it right

----------Am--------------- Dm
And for physics, I had to show
-----------G ---------------------------------C
Why gravity wasn't all that we thought that we had known,
----------Am--------------------------- Dm
And I tried to use the time-tested theories of New-ton,
--------E -------------------------------------------E7
Only to find out that you thought that man should have been burned...

Am
Student, Development
-------------Dm
Was where we saw,...
----------G ----------------------------C
That all of us should make more, for our Singapore,
-----Am
And that was, VERY NICE,
----------Dm
But because we're too young,
------------E--------------- E7
We just can't... ohh... join in all the fun.

----------Am------------ Dm
Oh no not I, I will survive,
----------------G
Ohh, you can give me a 1.8, or
---------C
Some really fucked C5,
---------Am
But no matter what that proves,
-----------Dm
I won't go jump off a roof,
------E
I'll survive,...
------E7
I'll survive...

Check this out man... It's bloody great.

Specs are cool

2008-01-22T22:47:00.000+08:00

Haha specs are cool.

I lubbxx the Jon-AY specs. =)

Training.

2008-01-21T22:46:00.000+08:00

I'm just thinking that JC life is damn tough.

Seriously man, I get home at like 10 everyday, and that's with my parents supporting me by helping me to get home fast. It's crazy man, and time flies by so damn quickly.

It's like, get to school at 7:40, zoom zoom zoom, and it's already 4: something. It's nothing like RI man, where it takes a damn long time to get to 1:30. I dunno man... it seems so weird. Haha... and I think I'm going for heavy-duty mugging. >< Actually right, now that I'm doing it, I think I'm pretty ok with it... it's not that huge a task, and in some cases, solving the question makes me feel smart man. like sia la, damn pro man, that kind of feeling. It's cool la...

Training was pretty good today, for 30 shots I got maybe 275-280 on one card and 270-275 on another... grouping was pretty cool too. Haha... it's very different from secondary school life man... Very, very different.

Had an sms talk with Jabez today... I'm really seriously damn sick of those people who run for council / want to get exco positions just because it looks good on their testimonial. Yea, they might do something for the club or council, but if their heart ain't there in the first place - Their priorities aren't at the right place, they're not going to do a lot of stuff man. And it'll be wasting a place for those seriously damn spirited and passionate people. Sadly, it's like that la... just hope that those planning to run are really those who are damn enthu.

I'm thinking about myself,... where do I stand in that balance? Am I doing it just for the portfolio part? I always thought I was freaking enthu and passionate about the school, and I think I still am. Like, RJ is like RI man, you'll love the whole spirit of the school. In RJ I think it's been fast-forwarded, because you have so little time here, and from the Graduation ceremony in RI, you've learnt to appreciate things much earlier than before, because you'll lose them very soon. So I really love the school for what it is, and I want to make it a better place for everybody who comes in. Aiya shit it sounds freaking corny and clichéd, but I think I do think this way man.

Then the issue of portfolio comes in... My parents are always harping on how bloody important that is, and my dream is to get into an Ivy-league school too. So it's really quite damn important. But which comes first? Argh... bloody hell.

Ok, I'll think about it, and post it tomorrow.

I don't give a crap who reads my blog, be it teachers or whoever else. But I hope I'm being honest to myself, and this is just a place where I can jot down my thoughts into words... Man... but it sounds freaking emo right. Haha, I don't care la... this is what I think man.

Day

2008-01-20T22:23:00.000+08:00

Waha today was crazzzayyy man...

At 11 I reached Orchard with Andre and Szeyen and went to starbux to mug. Chem and stuff... lol maths is damn fun. Ya. Damn fun. Haha they rock la... 2x+4 = 0. x = 2. Haha Dude I laugh at you man. Zz sorry damn random.

Lol jamming at thomson there quite fun. Didn't know kek was so good a drummer... And the rest of them damn pro also haha. It's cool la... after spending so long with some people, you still discover more talents about them. Imba.

After that we met danny, charlene, hexuan, and went to andre's house to start some practicing on our item. It's damn cool. You guys should await our proness eagerly, heh.

Good luck.

Zz

2008-01-19T00:02:00.000+08:00

Siao man, some of the people in our class is just damn fucked up. Like, seriously fucked up. Zz Szeyen was being damn coolioz and enthu and signed our whole class up for the talent time. Then haiz... must talk cock and everything screwed up from there. Aiya, nevermind la... next time don't do it pls, it's damn bad to the person, somemore someone like her who doesn't like to step out of a comfort zone, stay within a small circle of friends (Man, Szeyen, you need to step out and really take on the world... screw what people think about you... and you'll never know unless you try.)

Haha, on a happier note, the bbq was great... the fire starting was pretty fun, but haha it took damn long. Food was ok, haha. Me and willy had fun cooking. Before that we went to play badminton, where sherrie and kexin damn pro. Ya, DAMN PRO. Haha, dunno how they beat us man, it's like freaking impossible haha. Then me and mingay went off to play captain's ball, and the girls sat out coz they damn tired. Soccer trials were freaking imba... the two of them came back in MUD. like, you know, the black guy next to you, ya, mud. Haha shit joking... yea, it sounded damn tough.

Lol, the post-bbq was damn cool, we just sat around, emoing and singing songs... playing guitar... fun la! Didn't know jabez could play guitar so well. Then was batch song and unite cheer, my voice is now no more. Haha, I seriously think the unite cheer is sacred man, it's just different from any other cheer. I don't shout my lungs out for the other cheers, but for unite... it's like the school spirit is in you man. Like, you're embodying the whole school, you're standing representing your school when you shout out that unite cheer. It's a damn proud feeling. Haha. I dunno how to explain it man... It's just very different.

Then we had ice tea at mos burger, talked alot of stuff, haha didn't know kexin had 2 bros who are DAMN pro, and one's a commando. Wah seh! Imba sia. Haha,... it was damn funny too... thinking about old memories from P5 and 6, where taiboon was playing bball with my group of friends... him attempting to convince the guys to go to sissy school called HCI... etc, it was pretty emo.

I think we all damn emo now man... I hope that's no bloody break-up happening soon... our bonds are all damn tight... and let's hope they don't break. ><

Man,...

-.-

2008-01-17T21:13:00.000+08:00

Note to self: Don't go pasta mania and play that number guessing game again, and don't add so bloody much tabasco to the forfeit.

Zz... cok la.

Whoa ho!

2008-01-16T21:56:00.000+08:00

Haha shit! The class is pretty cool man! All of us got damn hidden talents I never knew about. Like Szeyen can sing DAMN WELL, Ryan teo and Andre and play the guitar, then the rest are really seriously DAMN PRO. Even the tree swayers.

SERIOUSLY. waturf man! Really damnn pro.

Oh crap man, RJ really rocks. It's like... a whole new RI. The school spirit here is exactly the same, and even more, like, really really a LOT MORE. It's FREAKING HUGE AND HUGER MAN. Haiz... I'm starting to get in love with this school spirit, like,... oh shit I dunno how to describe it. It's something that you'll miss when you're gone, but I'm not giving up on this chance now man.

Haha, I'm going to run for council. Yes, I've said it out loud. Shit, I don't give a crap about Testimonials or portfolios, all of these shit don't matter at all. Ya, people would probably think that those running for council just want that, especially maybe me man. But seriously, fuck it, I really want to contribute something to this school. It's like... I dunno la! It's like something that you should do, something that you should really set your heart and do it. Like your CCA... something that you're damn bloody passionate about. I think I've realised that in RI... but it was too damn late to do anything about it,... I've done what I could for shooting, training up the sec 1s, helping out in all those shit, but something for the school, something in a far bigger scale, something that's so freaking huge that it's going to impact EVERYBODY. AND MAKE RJ A DAMN FREAKING GREAT PLACE TO LIVE IN FOR EVERYONE MAN!

This thing's called school spirit man. And it's burning right in my heart. I'm going for it. And that's a promise.

Let's go, Penghui.

=)

2008-01-15T21:17:00.000+08:00

I just felt like writing this, all of a sudden.

It was the beginning,
Like no beginning it was...
Segregation, boys vs. girls,
Gossip vs. talk.
Long hair and short hair... skirts and pants...

We were different, yo. Really.
But it all came down to the heart.
What gave us that heart? What gave us that spirit?
What gave us the link,... transcending all boundaries?

The highest barrier of gender?
The different mentalities... the different backgrounds,
Goals.
Views.
Loves.

What?

I mean, seriously, that's pretty cool. RJC's a cool place
We went there, had fun on the first day, and returnt home.
Dude, ice breaking? More like some huge glacier kenna pwnt and dropped on us.
It was a revelation! Girls weren't bimbos after all! They had emotions,... they had lives... they didn't ALL live on Venus.

Shit man, talk about Agapē yo. This is seriously, the brotherhood and da sisterhood merged into one huge damn hood.
And hood it was... seamlessly tied up and without any holes... yet it was blardy holy.

Yea man. That's what's it is. And through time, this hood will eventually break apart.
But the entity wearing it... that's where our spirits go.
It converges, from the individual strands,... to form a far greater identity than ever.

And that is us. You know... the one that will never lose the game? Waturf?
And that is us.

You know what people define us as?

It's blardy called friends, yo.

Weehee.

2008-01-15T21:03:00.000+08:00

Yea, I'm down with some exhaust cough thing. Been coughing non-stop for maybe 3 days in a row. Haha, somehow, that reminded me of the damn cool song we wrote for our supposed O'nite item. -.-

My Life is brilliant,
My House is hot,
The others had dreams,
but they all went pop!

BB inspired me,
to put on a great show,
and that's why I'm here...
taking off 5 shirts in a row...

B's for beautiful!
B's for beautiful!
BB's beautiful, it's true.

No joke about that,
For we're just so mad...
We will always be the best...
And hey check out my 6-pecs...

SHIT LA. WE SERIOUSLY SHOULD HAVE GOT IN.

Lol...

Back to the being sick part, thanks...

Haha, hope after a bit of rest, it'll get better. ON ANOTHER NOTE, The bb house bbq (shit this is DAMN corny) will be on Friday, and it's gonna be pretty cool.

Winz la,...haha, dunno why, the cough seems to have mental effects too. Was bloody tired today, didn't feel like doing anything, and couldn't even sleep in class. Then after that was quite emo... whatever man. This kind of feeling damn screwed up.

Before I left school also helped with the shooting trials... haha, I still rmb 4.2 years ago I was also standing in the RI range (now demolished -.-), with jon koh, adam, and zisun helping me with the trials... and the progression man... haha, it's nice to see how far I've gone from that sec 1...

To JC 1. That's a whole damn 4 years... and it just seems like yesterday (IT SOUNDS DAMN CLICHED, BUT WHO GIVES A SHIT). Seriously man, I think we should all really enjoy our RJ life, SCREW PORTFOLIOS AND SCREW WHAT EVERYONE ELSE THINKS IS IMPORTANT. You have to bloody think about yourself man, and think about what you really want. Those two, the portfolio (the rational part of all that shit) and your own personal happiness can come together.

That's what friends are for, yo.

Waturf

2008-01-14T21:11:00.000+08:00

Yo man, my class is damn screwed up! Screwed up in both the good sense and the bad sense. Like, we were playing this random game of I have... etc. The game when one person says I have done this before, and anyone who hasn't done it before will get pwnt. You can get pwnt 10 times before you lose.

And all kinds of seriously damn fked up stuff came up. IT'S DAMN CRAZY. NO JOKE SIA.

Szeyan is DAMN hyper and crazy. Haha, but she's ok ok quite nice when not despo. Haha, kenna rejected by some sec 2 boy 3 times...; we were playing some game, then the forfeit was to go up to a guy and ask if she's cute. Haha, pwnt. Win the game.

Lol, I still think the OG's far more sane than my class... but both are really damn fun to be with la. Class got damn a lot of ppl talk cock, damn a lot of screwed up people, and damn noisy. OG is like opposite, tame, only have sherrie's and kexin's crazy antics, but both are really damn cool groups sia.

Haha, I think I'm going to enjoy RJ life man!

...

2008-01-13T23:07:00.000+08:00

Maths sucks. capital S.

fark.

Funz ftw.

2008-01-12T22:44:00.000+08:00

Lol man! Today's celebs was pretty fun. Haha, after eating at pasta, where mingay went off to paste the photos, get cake, etc, we went to some bukit batok Country club... then played pool.

Wah seh, minzhe first time play pool, play till so pro. Waturf man, next time sure win the game. haha, then there was a noob table and a pro table. Imba la! Kexin was ftw, we had two sticks to lead the cue ball to the target ball, like the two things that stick up in bowling to stop your ball going into the gutter. hahaha! bloody funny.

Then we sing song, gave them their presents, a damn coolio card we made, pasted pics all over it... yanhan's pics were pretty imba, all those crazy poses that she made man. =P. Then Vivian's ones were pretty pro too, cheerleading+bimbo ftw.

yh got a soccer bear, then bimb got a cheerleading bear, called tiffany. Damn bimbo name right. Winz.

Haha, then was werewolf, which was damn imba. First couple of times was first turn werewolf die... then haha, mingay is bloody gay, he two times the cupid, and both times he choose himself and another guy to be lovers. Shit man, first time was yiming, 2nd time was taiboon, wtf. He's crazy sia.

Lol then was dinner, and it was random... haha, the arcade rocks la, and vivian is crazy arcade junkie, play stuff like air hockey play till damn pro. Taiboon also man.

Had a pretty cool chat with vicehead on the train... changed my views about girls man! Haha, thought they all damn backstab, wear mask kind of people (Ey I'm being bloody honest k), but now different man.

Coolioz days... tomorrow still got training,... bleh.

Yoz

2008-01-11T22:00:00.000+08:00

After today's PT, I feel damn bloody shagged, dunno why man. It's not very intensive... aiya, screw it. Must be the bloody coughing that I'm having at the moment. Like every 10 secs will cough a bit that kind.

Tomorrow's the bimbo's and Vicehead's bday celebs! Yea man, it's gonna be cool, man. Haha, the present also done up damn well, I hope.

Haha, sounds like I don't have a lot of time, everyday reach home at 9:30. This life sucks,... but that's JC for you sia. ><

SCREW LA!

2008-01-10T21:19:00.001+08:00

wtf man, this is damn screwed up.

it's the blardy 3rd day of school, and people are mugging?! WATURF. I mean, dude, 3rd day of school, mugging. And the worse thing is, I'm doing it too!

Lol, after we met and did, ehem, stuff,... me and mingay went to library to mug! Siao la,... it's damn screwed up, then alot of stuff we didn't know how to do, so we started randomly discussing random stuff. Cool stuff man.

AND DAMN, the potato wedges are freaking huge. The pic like damn small like that...you know usually the pic they put damn big, then give you damn small portion?

Ya, this one is the opposite, damn cool man.

Today I confirmed that MINGAY IS DAMN COOLIOZ. HAHAHA.

Lol GERMAN

2008-01-09T22:23:00.000+08:00

German is bloody difficult.

We had this movie that we had to watch. I think I understood about 5% of the whole damn thing. And the teacher expected us to understand the whole bloody thing I think.

Shit man, this sucks. Lol... time for some more intense mugging seh.

And good job, some ppl alr started mugging, on the bloody 2nd day of school. Pro.

And check out the pressure to follow them man...

Yo manz.

2008-01-08T19:45:00.000+08:00

Haha, I don't believe I'm blogging again. Hooray.

OG was THE BLOODY great. No, it's not censored because I simply can't express what I feel for the whole damn group in words alone.

You have to be a member of it, to really know what it means.

We're got the most diverse bunch of people in our og... from quiet, and shy, to loud and extroverted, to bimbo and himbo. It's bloody crazy man, and it's the BEST DAMN THING that anyone can ask for.

Day 1 was full of icebreakers... pretty awesome, considering we were pwning charles (and vivian too) coz his name was the easiest to remember. So like charles, vivian, charles, vivian, charles,... etc etc. Then was the batch dance,... and haha, sorry man kx, my dance moves are just too damn screwed up. =)

Day 2 was fucking great too. It was full of stations games, and we got like 4/5 medals man. Means we pwnt 4/5 groups, and the last group cheated, yes. So we should have won 5/5, which would have made us the best and best and etc.

Day 3 was damn pro. Sentosa for the win yo. Charles being buried... MUAHAHA plus the stick for the... eh... something else that rhymes with stick and starts with a D... I'll find a pic and post it here man. Chicks with sticks? =)
though we didn't manage to reach the end, coz we just slacked and played some coolio games,... Lol I think it was more fun man had we attempted the thing itself.

Yeah, I feel abit sian now, so later manz.

Halal food

2007-03-07T22:36:00.000+08:00

I'm not blogged for 5 months

yay.

No idea about the title of this post.

who cares, anyway

ITS OVER

2006-10-19T19:20:00.000+08:00

ITS OVER BABY.

God, this feeling owns.

like you've done everything you can, and now you can slack.

Woohoo, man.

Hey tom, lets go drink driving. And knock down some shit.

TOMRORROW, and tomorrow, and tomorrow

2006-10-18T22:20:00.000+08:00

TOMRORROW, and tomorrow, and tomorrow... I WILL GO DRINK DRIVING AND CLUBBING UNTIL I FALL DEAD MUAHAHHAA.

OWN YOU BABY.

IT ALL ENDS... TOMORROW!

physics was alright today. bio was simple, but screwed up.

nabei i mug all the processes and never mug the simple simple shit. I'm sure bio test:

Define these words:

a) Antibody
b) Antigen.

I'm sure that these stuff come out. zz.

Hope for the best.

CLUBBING AND DRINK DRIVING.

2006-10-17T18:32:00.000+08:00

screw maths and physics.

NB, tomorrow is physics test, and I dunno how to do half the qns in the practice paper.

good job.

Maths

2006-10-16T22:19:00.000+08:00

stupid bloody stupid maths... my remainder and factor theorem just starting to mug. And its 10 o clock already. NBCB.

shit la, tomorrow maths must get 76%!! SCREW IT I'm gonna stay up till like 12 like that tonight..

------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------

SCREW CHEM

2006-10-16T15:18:00.000+08:00

NB SCREW CHEM!

K first i spent 40 minutes on MCQ + 1 open ended. pro la pro right? + i think i got that open ended wrong.

KNNBCCB!!!!

Pass = t3h 0wn.

Good luck to me.

Tomorrow = maths = good job, got 80+ for ca (suansuan), hope can get at least overall 76 so can get overall 3.6. waturf...teo hinting it'll be damn hard. Hardcore mugging today lol... I haven't even touched maths yet.

Bio and physics i dun care already. Need 96 for physics to get 3.6. forget it.

bio confirm 3.6, so also nevermind. Zzz I think I very into mugger mode.

hope CTs end sooner after physics. 500N...

shit shit

2006-10-15T20:29:00.000+08:00

I've just realised I'm not very productive in mugging.

Stayed 8 hours in the library today, and I've only managed to finish chem, a bit of maths (like 5 questions), chinese, and a bit of bio (1 chapter).

nb. how? Like tomorrow is the CT already, knn die la.

Some more today cannot late night. Good job...

SS CA

2006-10-14T23:05:00.000+08:00

shit my ss CA fail already...

CTs

2006-10-14T02:42:00.000+08:00

Lol its currently 2:35 a.m in the morning.

And I haven't blogged for a long time, so I just take this chance to talk crap.

Gooood job.

CT's been crazy la, first time in my life I've been actually stressed to this kinda standard. (no seriously, not joking). Maybe because of the desire to do better this time, or what? Dunno, coz like I suddenly realize that CTs also quite impt and cannot slack anymore like I have for the past 2 years.

Not bad right... some great revelation by me.

Coz i like slept from 7 - 1:30 just now, so not really tired. Tom just said I'm hyper, uh, so I think so also la. knn don't care already. Might be the coke and 7up at work zz.

I think I'm gonna sleep at 5 in the morning or something. Lol Really not tired at all... Good for me.

zz i go random blog surfing...

zz

2006-08-13T12:33:00.000+08:00

So now, since I've got nothing to do, lets talk about crap.

Look at the word itself okay, crap. If you split it up, you get;

C- RAP.

So crap actually means that you see people raping!

oops, not raping. Rapping.

ah, actually in both cases it can be true, since whoever invented the word didn't seem to be so specific.

So crap, which modern people (mainly proteens like us) use interchangably with sh*t, actually means either looking at people rap, or looking at people uhh do the other stuff.

Yeah, so lets cancel out the second possibility, since it doesn't really apply to us law-abiding good citizens.

So, C-RAP. Does that mean that people who rap are sh*t? Aha, we have a conclusion from a flow of logical thought.

Good job. So, we have now decided that people who rap, are actually crap!. *note: the crap here is used in favour of sh*t.*

Lets look at famous rappers.

50cents. Ah, thats a good example of the word. Coz like, they're so poor, they can't even afford ONE DOLLAR to go into the ONE DOLLAR SHOP, and buy something! So, in other words, uhh, the s word.

Eminem. Doesn't this remind you of a burger? like, Mc. Eminem. ah, see, and they all say mcdonalds serves junk food. So junk = useless stuff = crap!

annnd, thats all to today's post.

zz

Dee Am Pee

2006-08-07T22:15:00.000+08:00

I've been wondering ah... what is This Dee Am Pee Thing that the school asks us to do ah?

If you say it in a frence accent right, it goes De Am (pronouce it as Um, like um, i think this, um, is very, um, stupid) Pe (like when you spit saliva, you go Pe!)

So say it after me. De. Am. Pe.

You know what it means right?

It's this thing that the school sets us, makes us think that oh this is very good, then suddenly more than 36 hours your choices start getting less and less, so you become like carvin. coz of his sirname wad.

Singular of choice is choy okay.

So anyway, De Am Pe. So this thing right, whats the point of it ah?

Here says a student who stood firm in the ways of the school.

"I think right, DMP, like the school work right, all kenna screwed up one la. You go over 3 lessons all the ones you want all kenna clash one okay? So how you do dmp? You tell me I go d(u)mp this over your head la."

ya loh, so see the attitudes of students towards dmp?

This De Am Pe must stop okay. Coz ah, if not its really wasting our time okay. Damn bad this thing. haiz...

So in conclusion.

De Am Pe is very not planned and this thing right, cmi la.

ARGH

2006-08-06T23:07:00.000+08:00

KNN. TOMORROW TGG test. wth am I going to do man, haven't even read the bloody thing yet.

And ARGH, SS project. And RE. And all those shit I'm supposed to do but havent done yet. wtf man... this sucks.

And still got bio test and chinese!

Forget it. I'm gonna sleep now. Don't care about all those shit.

Screw.

Gala Dinner

2006-08-05T10:24:00.000+08:00

Yesterday's Gala dinner was quite cool man.

Okay, I'll list the menu (and suan alot of people along the way)

Cold platter
(jellyfish, prawns, roast meat, and i think some bakwa.)

Shark fin soup.
(wah lao eh taste damn nice)

Roast Chicken
(so-so)

Steamed Gourupa (dunno how to spell that fish)
(okay la quite nice)

Prawns!!!
(damn bloody nice man)

Some pan-fried pork with Yam Ring thingy
(okay la tasted quite good)

Broccoli and Ling zhi mushrooms
(not bad)

Then fried rice, which was okay, and the dessert.

All the while me, Matheuz and Wee Hsuan were like fighting over the food, coz it was just so damn little. Lucky our table got 5 other girls, coz they don't eat alot, so at least we never start fighting. Yeah, the food was okay la.

Then we were being damn crazy, and justin ho also lol. He put a prawn on a wine glass, poured wine inside, then added stuff like vinegar and spit in it, then gave it to our table. I took the prawn and ate it, then Matheuz ate some vegetable inside, then Kennedy told him that they spat inside the thing. Uh oh.

Haha all the while emelyene, Eleanor, and a thai friend, Pei ling i think, were laughing like hell. Then Pei ling tried to take a pic of the waiter, and i think he got damn scared to come near our table, then everything also serve damn fast. Crazy la these people. haha.

Lol, serious. this thing damn crazy... but in all quite fun man. My jeans kenna too damn big, even I ate until so much also cannot fit, so have to wear the knn belt la... damn uncomfortable. No choice man... sad.

Haha, all in all, quite fun. And the note that jonathan gave to emelyene. Heh, go ask jonathan koh tien wei about it.

:D