It's been quite long since the last blog post.

From this post onwards, this blog will be a reflection blog, for the entirety of this year. Maybe I'll look back and ask, wow, what have I learnt? What have I achieved in RJC this year?

Today I went to a REACH appreciation lunch. The people there were awesome, really. They were pretty much all pioneers in their own ways, and they are all very, very strong people.

There was one guy, Mr. Om nath Pamday, who's just freaking amazing. He's this 40+ years old guy, who suffered a stroke and was paralyzed for a damn long time. It was during this period that he was fired from being a teacher (he was a english, chem, physics teacher at an internationala school). Instead of being depressed and everything, like most people will (ok this sounds super cliched, but really, imagine yourself paralyzed for damn long,... what would you feel? Not optimistic for one), he seriously reflected on his life, and then decided what to do next, all the while running the risk of becoming brain-dead. His stroke caused his left brain to go ggxx. Another stroke on the left side would leave his right brain dead as well.

Yet regardless of this..., man, he's contributin' so much man, to blogs, to whatever... Much more than people like you and me do. And his attitude owns everyone... he's so freaking humble and never wanna be in the spotlight, yet having that quiet confidence. Sia la bing bong, you don't meet so many people like that.

And Wilson, this ecosingapore guy that Samlim and Yitao knows. Haha... he's also pretty cool... sounds damn passionate about what he does, not afraid to think radical and imba. Like Vivian balak said, in our country, gotta do the 3 Is... Involve, and 2 more. I'll check them up haha.

And I SAW MS. CHIA YUEH CHIN HAHAHA. OUR SEC 2 LIT TEACHER OMG. Nice one. She now teaching in VJ lol even if that school cannot compare to RJ. pwnt. And really... at this kind of event... you always see the same ppl. Saw that hwachie guy also. The look quite bookish one. His mouth always open, with big front teeth and specs.

Nice one.

'Turf.

In light of all the recent FAKE PENG stuff. (i.e. those posting on blogs with screwed up stuff calling themselves Peng)

IT IS NOT ME.

Okiez.

Yo yo yo

Yo yo I am back. I am big. Iambic pentameter!

Waturf ok that's damn lame. HAHA one day from promos I'm here blogging good luck to me, tomorrow is GP. Ok seeing that GP I got a bloody E for CTs, this one must do well ok, cannot really anyhow whack the thing again. Else... haha DIE.

Ok... seeing that like almost everyone is much more stressed that I am, cos you guys got physics and chem and math and bio and whatelse to worry about, GOOD LUCK HEY because I think everyone's gonna need it.

And I'm taking the rest ok just coming back to take only, not much difference, still got to mug. Just did the math paper on saturday... siao got freaking 60%, die... well, one week without math will do that to you bleagh.

Still got a few more days to go... before I fly for vietnam and you guys finish PROMOS. WAH TURF CANNOT WAIT FOR IT TO END, THEN CAN JUST FLOP ON THE BED AND READ POR... read books. Then go out and play basketball tennis whatever crap and own slau again haha YEAH. Wah cannot wait for it to end seriously, life sucks during this time.

Then... come ON SEASA SHOW YOUR POTENTIAL YOU CAN DO IT PENG. I KNOW YOU FREAKING CAN YEAH WATURF.

Aiya, what the hell la, I think I've really been damn selfish for a while, really only concerned about myself, haven't been aware or anything of stuff happening around me, siao, freak la damn screwed up. I promise I'll do better after this period ok... cos it's damn freaking stressed out for me also, and... what the hell la, you get what I mean, screw it who's this "you".

Just gotta keep on going man. Keep keep keep on going.

HAHA YES I'VE GROWN UP!! Suddenly thought of that, dunno why.

And now for a picture!

Choices

With life comes pleasure.

Pleasure from slacking, pleasure from achieving something.

Choose one.

You have to Dare to Make a Choice. And follow through.

Have you made yours? At the time of this post, I have made mine.

And now all I've got to do is to follow through. Aim, and follow through.

Sounds like shooting. :)

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Fuck I'm damn pissed off.

At everything, because everything is starting to heap on and on and on and on.

But I'm fucking stronger than all that shit.

FUCK.

Bring it on, I'll own that pile of shit upside down.

Foam

Haha now is the time to foam and die.



PW, Council, Work, fux, gonna die!



Haha, aiya one thing at a time. Just finished PW shit, now starting a bit on econs prep. Tomorrow lecture test sia. Lucky before today got keep study one. =P



Lol good luck! zz. Sleeping soon.

Damn it

Damn pissed off.

I also dunno why damn pissed off, suddenly today woke up see so much shit to do just got damn pissed off.

Finished 1 econs essay, 1 gp essay, chem, shit la and so much other stuff to do. Wah lao really can die alr, how to continue school like that? Tomorrow is school you know! What the hell la... where did all that determination go?

Had college day yesterday,... seeing all those people up there, and comparing them to myself, its quite a big difference, but not that big that its not reachable. You just need to constantly find determination and inspiration to continue what the hell shit that you're doing. It's damn bloody irritating and sian all the shit, but then, no choice, must do, because you've gotta be the fucking best you can be. Why?

Because I want to lol. Shooting has always been challenging yourself, kinda got used to it alr just need to whack all the way. It's not hard la, I think.

So now... back to studying. It sucks like no mother shit, but I've got to do it man... because its a challenge. And a challenge is always damn mother fun.

YEAH LADIES AND GENTLEMEN.

A CHALLENGE.